Will You Be My Friend Like this Forever?

I don’t like when relationships change.  It freaks me out and I start to question if I’m doing something wrong.  Then, of course, things get awkward because I switch over into hyper-observation mode.  Or, as often happens, I just can’t understand what the other person sees in me.  So I withdraw, sure that if I’m not already, I soon will be a disappointment.

Really, any weird or aloof behavior in a relationship is created solely by me.  Perhaps it is that I cannot fully comprehend unconditional love.  A scary thought when I think of the caliber of my love for others…

Whatever.  Now I’m just rambling.  🙂


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